It’s Okay To Stand Up For Yourself

Tonight I watched one of the most horrifying things on TV I’ve ever seen.  If it was fiction, it would have been bearable, but this was something based on real life, and it made me sick to my stomach.  I don’t really want to go into what I watched, but suffice it to say a sixteen-year-old kid was pretty much coerced into confessing to a crime he didn’t commit.  They had the interrogations taped so you could view it for yourself.  I realize there are three sides to every issue (what he said, what she said, and what actually happened).  However, it was hard not to take a side on this issue.  I heard the way the investigators were asking their questions, and being a Psychology major, I picked out the ways they were forcing him to answer those questions in a certain way.  The way questions are asked does have an impact on the kind of answers you get, which is why it’s especially important to be objective when investigating a case.

Anyway, long story short, the whole time I was watching this, all I could think was, “Kids are so impressionable, and adults (esp. those in suits with badges) can be intimidating.” I remember what it was like to be sixteen and how scared I was of authority. Then I thought, it’s so easy to give in and do what others want me to do.

I have a hard time saying no.  (Not so much now, but earlier on in life, I was horrible at it.)  I’ve been a doormat.  I’ve had people take advantage of me a lot.  It’s hard not to take a stand for something you know is right.  It’s hard to say no when you know you have every right to.  It’s hard not to try to give someone something they want.  Sometimes being sensitive to others’ feelings and needs can be a bad thing because we feel guilty when we put our foot down.  Logically, we know know it’s okay, but that doesn’t mean we don’t wonder if we are “mean” when we do.

On the flip side to this, of course, are the takers of the world.  These people never feel guilty for taking advantage of others.  In fact, they find all kinds of ways to try to make you feel like the bad guy for not giving them whatever they want.  I’ve learned there is no dealing with this type.  All you can do is ignore them as much as possible.

The older I get, the easier it is to detect who the takers are.  Learning to trust that gut instinct has been one of the best things I’ve ever done for myself.  If you’ve ever had that “This is a bad idea” feeling in your gut, ignored it, and later lived to regret it, you know what the gut instinct is all about.  I will be about to do something or meet someone, and something in the back of my mind will say, “Don’t do it.  You’re going to regret it.”  Then when I tell someone (like my husband), “This isn’t a good idea.  We shouldn’t do it.”  He’ll ask me, “Why?” And honestly, I can’t tell him.  “It’s just a feeling,” I’ll say.  And he’ll look at me like I’m nuts.

So yes, I get it.  Some of you will have no idea what I’m talking about.  But I’m betting there are some of you who do.

It might seem irrational to go with that gut instinct, but I’ve found it has resulted in bad results every time I ignored it.  When I trusted it, things went way better.  This is true for people, for writing, and other areas of my life.  I will just “know” when something is right and “know” when something is wrong.

But anyway, I digress.  The whole purpose of this post was to encourage those of you who are givers (those who often will give to everyone before you even think of yourself) that it’s okay to think of yourself, too.  Yes, it’s good to care about people and do what you can to help, but there should be limits.  When you start to feel you’re being taken advantage of, that’s a warning sign.  When you start to feel guilty for not doing something and a trusted friend tells you that you have no reason to feel guilty, this is another warning sign.  Often others we love and trust can see things in a clearer light than we can.

There’s a balance between being a giving person and being taken advantage of.  The goal is to find the balance.  You don’t want to be selfish, but you don’t want to be a doormat either.

I guess this post really didn’t have much to do with the opening paragraph, but it helped to get it off my chest.  My advice, for what it’s worth, is to give your kids/grandkids a long hug tonight (if you have them) because you never know if something bad is going to end up happening to them out of their gullibility about the world.  It’s important they have someone they know loves them no matter what.  You can try to guide them and warn them, but I also know we can’t be there with them all the time to protect them from everything.  There are so many things I wish I had done differently when I was younger.  (I’m 41 now, so I still have a ways to go.)  But still, I like to think I’m getting wiser about things as I get older.

Okay, I’ll stop rambling now.

About Ruth Ann Nordin

Ruth Ann Nordin mainly writes historical western romances and Regencies. From time to time, she branches out to contemporaries romances and other genres (such as science fiction thrillers). For more information, please go to www.ruthannnordin.com or check out https://ruthannnordinauthorblog.wordpress.com.
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4 Responses to It’s Okay To Stand Up For Yourself

  1. Wish there was a choice to ‘love’ a post because that’s what I’d do for this one. You perfectly described a few situations I’ve found myself in. Yeah, I might feel a little guilty when I realize what’s going on and finally say enough, but it’s usually not anything I’ll lose sleep over. GREAT article, Ruth. 🙂

    • I had to overcome the guilty feeling on many occasion. I think there are times when we have to go with our head instead of our feelings. The problem with feelings is that they can be misleading. Sometimes it helps me to talk to someone I trust to get a good understanding of what’s really happening. Otherwise, I’m too close to the issue.

      Good for you for saying no. Sometimes I think it’s the best thing we can do for ourselves. 🙂

  2. I can so relate to this. I have such a hard time saying no, and I’ve been taken advantage of. I sometimes devalue myself when I shouldn’t. And I do worry about my grandchildren. They are really young right now. The oldest is almost five, but her mom and dad are raising her to be tough, and I think that’s good. She’s not a bully, but she’ll stand up for herself.

    • I know how you feel. I think we’re the type who feels deeply about what’s going on around us, and because of that, we want to help out any way we can. Saying no is hard to do, even when I know it’s the right thing to do.

      Good for your granddaughter’s mom and dad for teaching her it’s okay to stand up for herself. So many people out there will take advantage and not even care they’re doing it. Learning what the boundaries are and being able to stick to them will save her a lot of grief down the road.

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